HEY!!

wow so i havnt updated in about 2 months..thats how long me and cody have been together..wow, cant believe it, i actually went through wit my new years resolution..to stay wit a guy for more then a month..wow can u believe that..me..in a long relationship..? hehe..but yeah. me and cody have been together for about 2 months now..its been fun..hehe...so everything else is pretty kool..im still havin issues ofcourse..cant really say on here..cus i dont want some ppl knowing..hehe..so lets see...

roses: finnaly competition is over..and wit all our hard work..we won super sweepstakes..meaning..we were the best over all..lol..but i really love dancing..but im glad we have a break for a while..lol..

school: um..i could have better grades..but its hard..but im trying..i made my first c this year..and it really sux..i wish it was like last year..all a's..maybe 1 b..lol..im such a nerd...ohh well..lol..um i got the letter to b in national honor society..ima b in it..lol..

home: oOo drama, drama..thats the only place that drama is at these days..lol...um...its all about the lazy ass stepbro..but anyways..mnot gonna say anything..cus its gonna piss me off..lol

ima start taking driver's ed pretty soon..i think march 5th..so by sept..ima have a license hopefully..cant wait!!

and yeah..thats pretty much it..well ofcourse more stuff has happened..but thats u know the summery..hehe..ok well ttyl..love yas..

p.s. i miss everyone, and im sorry if for some reason we dont talk much anymore, or just at all..im really sorry..but u know things happen...just remember always keep in touch..i love all of u guys!!!...

-Avital-

wow i havnt wrote in here for awhile..so an update..hmm..i'm not single anymore,,..maybe i wasnt either in th last post, but anyways, lol..his name is cody..he's kool..i like him :)..i just took finals..i think i passed everything..hopefully..right now i'm watching how to lose a guy in ten days..and no i'm not planning on loosing a gy in ten days..im happy right now..hehe..oOo i went shopping today..i bought some ppl some presents, and i got this really pretty neclace with a heart on it..for myself, lol..and i got some tops..theyre cute..i'm in dallas right now..at my dad's house. its pretty kool here..this time..lol..but yeah everythig is good. i have no complains bout life..

well i guess i'll talk to ya guys laters

happy holidays!!

-avital-

wow so much has happened since september..(last post) but the recent curuption is confusing...ok u know stephen(the lecj guy) well i tought me and him were eprfect 4 each other, the only reason that we werent going out was cus he wasnt allowed to date or go out till he was 16..well i really dont know if thats true, but anyways, the friend that introduced us 2 is in love wit him,a nd i really dont know what to say about that, i mean i guess it hurts, and everything that i tought i knew is now jsut a mystery, and its a little back stabbing case here, it hurts but i guess i need to go on, this thing should be the least  of my problems.

and then my other friend..i kinda somehow got mad at him, i dont know how or why, but he said fuck you, im done, and i dont know what to think about that. hes a really good friend, and i feel bad, but then again the wholeprob wit this is that he wants to smoke wit me, and i dont knwo jsut other bull

i went out wit nick 4 about 1 week, ...i dont know what to say bout that

but i really just wanna b singel now

too mayn guys have fucked up wit me

like james, lhe heard from other ppl that i wanted to break up wit him(which wasnt true) so he did it 1st, amybe it was good, cus no1 tought i should of been wit him in the 1st plce, but hey what do i know

guys r jsut confusing

i wanna find that 1 special guy that i could spend the rest of my life wit, not a fantasy, some1 i really fall for, i know i'm too young, but im jsut sayin...1 day...

i toguht i had my life all figured out, but plans fall apart, and im seeing that

but i wish some stuff just didnt happen

and im sorry to all the ppl that i hurt

and i'm sorry to all the ppl that had to see me cry, but thats what i do, thats what ppl do, im sorry that im soo emotional, but i cant help it

but i guess see you guys later...

why do u always suck, its cus myspace huh, lol

no comments :(..ohh well, myspace has brainwashed us to not like xanga anymore, ) lol, so nm has been going on. today is 3 fn weeks, yay, lol...i'm happy, me and jaems = <33 lol...homecoming is almost here, the dance is gonna b soo awsome, and i hope we win the game..then halloween, hmm what should i be, a french maid? a catholic school girl? or a corrections afficer? lmao, maybe 4 james, haha...i dont know what ima b, something hot though, lol..i wanna go 2 some haunted houses, so who wants to go wit me? k, well i guess ima go, ttyl, i <3 u ppl..mwah

-avital-

hey luvs whats up. nm, just here at my mom's work...again..gonna leave at around 9:30 so i can go volunteer at the usaul, then maybe go shopping, and buy a dress 4 the dance..is the dance this friday gonna b the only dance, and is there not gonna b a homecoming dance? and is the dance this friday, a dance, or just an after party, what should i wear...? i wanna buy a hot red dress, lol...so last weekend, i went to cytia's house, 4 her little sister's bday party, it was me, cyntia, john, and fransisco, james was suposed to go, ohh by the way if u dont already know, i'm going out with james, lol...i had fun at the party, then me and cyntia went to the marque, then we were in hot topic, and some1 came from behind me and coverd my eyes with their hands, and guess who it was......James!! it was a good suprise, lol, so me and him went to go watch the covanant, but i had to leave at 10, so we didnt get to watch the whole movie. cyntia hung out with jame's brother, and john, cus he came...last weekend was pretty fun. then all this week, i've been having practice, 4 roses., cus our variety show is next friday, so if ya guys wanna go, tickets r $ 3, show starts at 7, and buy the tickets from me, thanx.. so theres early dismisal wed, huh...it should be fun, lol...well i guess ima go, ttyl, mwahs to every1

i <3 james

-avital-